I hate myself
Some days
I always want
To look different
I wish I knew
How beautiful
I actually am
I hate myself
Some days
But when doubt creeps in
You lose when you listen
To the negative voices
They don\'t help
I hate myself
Some days
I want to tell you how I feel
But the damage is so deep
I keep drowning
In my own sadness
I hate myself
Some days
I want to be enough
I want the love
That I give away
I hate myself
For falling in love
Over and over again
Just to not love myself