Breathless hard to breath
I can barely think
Hurry
Count back from ten …9..8..
adrenaline Rush starts to kick in
I need help do anybody
Hear
Me ?
constantly obsessing overthinking
how do I continue? 
I just want to lay here my body is shutting down
I don’t want to be alone!
I’m done
do it it even matter?
 why do I even bother? 
 thoughts consuming me                     
nerves rattling, tears falling 
ALL I CAN SEE IS AN INFINITE CIRCLE”