Ajax (he/xe)

Fire drill

Flashing lights

Loud noises

The ringing fills my ear

These drills are for our safety

So why do they leave me in tears

The sudden noise 

The lights brighter than the sun

I curl up into a ball

Waiting for the hits

The pain

That follows the yelling

But it never comes

Everyone staring at me

Awkward moments

\"I\'m ok\"

Am I?

Or am I just a mess up

Someone who can\'t even deal

with loud noises and bright lights

And now all the attention

Is on me

Please help

I hate it