lola

I want to be sexy, not sexualized

Their dirty looks
Their consuming glances
Their flirting faces
Trying to show me how good their romance is

The constant feling of being watched
lives inside of me
I keep thinking about the audaucity
to look at a teenager\'s body
the way they look at me
it makes me want to harm somebody

Still I want to be sexy
Not for them,
for myself
But I keep dressing like a homeless old man
Because fuck \'em