Feel free to look,
But you won’t find me.
I’ll be back, in time.
After I go back in time.
I’m off the radar,
It’s where I need to be.
Sorting out a shaky, injured past.
I want my past to be proud of me,
And my future to stop hurrying me along,
So I can pay my dues to the present.
One day I’ll be back,
When the time is right.
When I’m strong enough,
I’ll move this mountain off my foot.
I’m like a kid in time-out,
I’ll sit in my corner until I’m done crying.
Once I’m ready to rejoin the class,
I’ll pick up a pen and start where I left off.
Limbo is somewhere to be,
Even if it’s hell on the brake pads.
For the first time in my life,
I don’t know what’s actually right.
For now I’m off the radar,
It’s where I need to be.