i want the loving with possibilities
the kind where i tease and he pokes
the kind where things come easy
it’s the shiver down my spine
when presented with the thought
of losing someone that was never mine
i want less complicated, but
i want more than summer sweat
need a gentleman & maybe some respect
obsession, my all to somebody
loving with my whole being
just to gaze out windows and at my ceiling
nothing will beat the feeling
of seeing yourself in another
the leaving seems a bit too bittersweet
dating is so weird to me
can i grow with you for a little bit
and then destroy you by vanishing?
i want, it was fun while it lasted
overwhelming excitement and discovery
blessed with renewal
finding the divine within
something real in the connection
full of new knowledge and perception