I don\'t want to be here I say over and over inside of my brain
Thinking if I say it enough it will make me sane
Time they say, heals all pain
But I don\'t believe them even tho they have nothing to gain
From a lie. A white one but a lie never the less
\"you should be happy, you\'re so blessed!\"
I feel like I\'m on the merry go round of work, eat, sleep
Never doing anything, all I do is repeat
I\'ll wake up one day and know ill regret,
Everything I did do.... everything I didn\'t.
I wish people could feel how I feel, just for a day,
I\'m remaining in this existence to please other people
And I feel like I don\'t have a say,
if I did I would end this pain