Missing You Love
5/23/21
It\'s Nightfall. The Sun is Descending. The Stars are Shimmering. And I am Baffled and Puzzled Over You. You Beauty. Where are You? Better yet were am I? I must Know. Its as if No One is Here. The Only Person that I Look Up to is the Lord. I Hopes He is There. Just Hoping He Has a Home. Hoping it is Heaven. I miss You Mother. I Still Love and Think about You. I Hope the Lord is with You. I Hope He is Bright. I Hope He Shines. I Hope He makes Dreams Complete. I\'m so Lost within My Imagination. Once Again I\'m Stuck in a Form of Dark Isolation. I know No Ones Here. But I even have a Few Physicians to Help with these Voices. These Voices that have Ravaged My Life. I Hear Them All the Time. Dear Lord I Feel so Unhealthy. Off and On, My Whole Life I have been Wishing to Die. To Start Over. Take Me Lord. Take Me while I\'m still Young. I don\'t Mind. Don\'t Take My Relatives. I will take Their Place. They have Friends and Families. I Feel like a Nag Toward Them All. I have been without Love for so Long. I have been without Friendship as well. Please Consider Oh Lord. You Took My Mother. My only Friend in a Way. She was the Best. I didn\'t Really Even Know It. So it is Nightfall. The Sun is Descending. And I Miss You Beauty. It\'s Been Decades Oh Lord since I have had Held Beauty in Arms...
M.J.S.