I\'m tired
I\'m tired of not understanding
I\'m tired of hiding all this
I\'m tired of moving
I\'m tired of self harm
I\'m tired of not eating
I\'m tired of life
So why do I keep living?
Cause I\'m too scared to die
Why do I not eat?
So I\'m not seen as fat
Why do I keep self harming?
To stay in control
Why do I keep moving?
So others question nothing
Why do I hide it all?
To not become a bother
Why can\'t I understand?
That I do not know.