I built a fortress
My own home
That helped me to block out the light
Always and forever
But it seems to breaking
Slowly little cracks showing
No matter how hard I cover them up
Another one will come
I am ship that had been sailing fine
But now has holes where water floods
Even if I close every the gap
I can\'t erase it
Still I will have a water
Still the light seeps thru
Scolding my skin as it touches
And there\'s nothing I can do
But I must do something
I can\'t let u ruin my hard work
I can\'t let u break down my walls
Only to see how broken I am
I won\'t
I won\'t
Even if it means pushing you away
Hurting you
I\'ll do it
So you don\'t have to see how i am falling apart
I don\'t want u to care
Cause it hurts
It hurts to care
It hurts to love
It hurts to live
And I\'m falling apart because of it
But I won\'t drag u down with me