You\'re not Here; I don\'t care, I don\'t dare, you\'re not there, either. Caught in a lie, Chasing the chase, Have you no real taste? I feel cheated, chastised and defeated. I don\'t need it; it\'s yours, you bleed it. I thot I needed you. You didn\'t really want me; just the idea, the grandeur. You need me and I\'m not wanting you like I foolishly used to. I\'m a mother, daughter, sister, lover, not a thief . Hell! I\'m even a brother, a chief, and even a priest. I am no judge nor cane; someone else\'s reason of guilt or shame. Tis ultimately our own \"will doing,\"causing disdain! Nothing Left to lose or Anything to gain. Simple, true, & purely plain. Life and I\' are not a game. \"SaMe.\"