spilleronsheet

It’s okay to not be okay

Is it insanity 

Am I loosing my mind 

or is it alright 

to not be okay every time 

at times empowerment reigns inside 

feel king at heart inside

I shout with all my might 

I will be the ruler of my destiny 

and let no one choose for my life 

Then feeling of overwhelmed shadows 

a plethora of emotions play 

suddenly I feel manipulated all the way

they chose the colours 

they chose the canvas 

they chose the scenery 

and the brush 

while I was told to paint all that 

it wasn’t my choice 

I wanted to make heaven and earth meet 

they told me to paint a horse instead 

they said it never meets at horizon 

what if I wanted to let it meet 

is it okay to not be okay 

they call the emotions worthless 

they say it’s weak to be ruled by emotions 

to them mental well being is scam 

why they never chose peace 

is war desirable 

why should we fight 

Peace don’t calls for fight 

why in garb of peace they chose to fight 

let mankind hurt humanity inside 

is it okay to think like that 

they question my curiosity 

they question my choice 

my friendship with nature 

they call it insanity 

I chose to speak 

they call me stupid 

is it okay to not be okay 

I may be ruled 

or ruined by my emotions 

but I won’t deny my emotions 

that makes me special 

that makes you special

and yes 

it’s okay to be not okay 

we can’t decide the situations 

but we can decide our actions 

we can’t change the storms 

but we surely can sail across

let the waves come 

we shall surf upon