I see the worries in your eyes
Your such a good woman
How many miles have you experienced with me
How many moments have I caused you to questioned my behavior
I might not say this to you
But I know that I dont deserve your kind of faithfulness
I\'ve pushed you away so much
I\'ve caused you so many different kinds of emotions
I\'ve turned this home into a place were you dont feel secure and loved
You would think that your heart wouldn\'t be here still
You have never left my side
You have never given up like I have
I know you wonder of when will things get better
I know that the man that I\'m acting like is not the one you know
I know that I\'ve lost myself and I\'m having a hard time coming back
I know that I am wrong for taking your life to this point
I know that I dont treat you like the way God intended it
I know that saying sorry won\'t heal up the time that I\'ve wasted hurting you
But I will say this
I know that Im not a man
I don\'t even know what that looks like anymore 
I\'ve hurted you because I\'m hurt
But that\'s no excuse
Your forgiveness towards me is unbelievable
But still I don\'t deserve a woman like you

 

Miguel. V