I\'m struggling to breathe
I really cant
There\'s something tied around my neck
I know what it is, I put it there
I look at my watch
12:23 am
How much longer will I have to be here
Hang here
Hang here by my neck
I inhale again
This could be it
My last breath
I wait
12:25 am
Another breath
Another second away from eternity
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
My vision is hazy, foggy
I cant breathe now
I check my watch one last time
12:26 am
I look straight
At nothing
Suddenly a tear runs down my face
One stray tear
I\'m sorry