Japot

Feelings

Feelings are hard
i delve so deep
Thinking at night
while trying to sleep
Everything i am
Everything im not
The feelings just 
never seem to stop
Delving too deep
is no easy feat
and everyone won´t
come out complete
Overthinking it all
just limping along
not feeling very strong
Starting to feel like a beggar
just wishing it´ll get better.
One day it will
Ill just see how long 
i can go on.