Dancing with the fairies under star speckled skies,
Conversing with nature, surrounded by fireflies.
Sad to say this only really happens in my dreams,
I fall asleep to the flowing of my tears; slowly ripping at the seams…
I don’t belong here, and yet even though this knowledge is so clear,
Where can I go when I need to disappear…
Hauntings of memories I never lived,
Fantasizing of the past I reminisce.
Hoping. Wishing. For a way out of this hell.
Clawing at my mind as the clandestine dreams attempt to entrap me again…
And yet, here I am…
In this wallowing world.
My mind clouded in worries,
If only I could dance with the fairies…