I presented my paper on
Can Gay Speak?
In one of the so-called prestigious Indian universities,
I got responses from professors, researchers, Dalits, and Ambedkar followers.
Human rights activists, Marxists, Leftists, postmodernists,
Feminists, Dalits, students, etc.
Their response is
Are you up or down?
Are you a gay man or a gay woman?
Can you show us your act?
We want to see your act.
Oh my god, we are not your type.
We are not gay.
We are men.
We fuck women.
We are natural.
We are ordinary people.
We are not psychos.
We are not unnatural.
We are not abnormal.
We are perfect males and females.
\"Hey gay, come here.\"
I became their \"fun\".
I became their ‘fun time\'.
I became their subject.
I became their object.
I am isolated.
They are targeting me
They are humiliating me.
They are shaming me.
They are embarrassing me
They are mistreating me.
They are degrading me
They are oppressing me.
They are torturing me
They are persecuting me.
They are public speakers against human rights violations.
They are renowned human rights scholars
They are renowned Dalit human rights scholars
They are renowned feminist scholars
They are renowned Marxist scholars
They are renowned postmodern scholars
They are renowned Ambedkar scholars
They are renowned Gandhian scholars
They are renowned human rights activists.
They are renowned dalit human rights activists
They are renowned women rights activists
Both physically and mentally persecuting me.
I lost my peace of mind
I discontinued
I joined another university
Same experience
I joined another university.
Same experience
The same thing happened everywhere.
They are discriminating me
They are staring at me differently.
They are literally boycotting me.
Everywhere homophobia
Everywhere, prejudice
Everywhere transphobia
Everywhere sexism
Everywhere, bigotry
Everywhere hate-crime
Everywhere hate speech
Everywhere, fear
Everywhere classicism
From Fobia to everywhere else
Everywhere genderism is
Everywhere, bullying
Everywhere bias
Everywhere xenophobia
Everywhere intolerance
Everywhere stereotyping
Everywhere, moral talk
Everywhere fundamentalism
Everywhere objectification
Everywhere stigma
Everywhere elitism is
Everywhere hypocrisy.
Everywhere hatred
Everywhere pedophilia
Everywhere slurs
Everywhere negativity
Everywhere sectrarianism
Everywhere vulgarity
Everywhere chauvinism
Everywhere, injustice
Everywhere tribalism
Everywhere feminism
Everywhere heterosexism
Everywhere is tempted
Everywhere pervasive
I lost my rights.
I lost my constitutional rights.
I approached the cops.
Same experience
I approached a lawyer.
Same experience
I became their fun.
Fun in their circles, gangs, families, groups
At some point, I want to commit suicide.
but grew strong enough to confront them
Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla B.A.,M.A.,M.Phil.,Ph.D(History)
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