Repeats
This hurt, this pain, I can\'t seem to ignore,
Through days, & nights, it\'s been dreamed before,
Rough sleep, fatal actions, happen more than once,
For decades, plenty years, and surpassed through months,
I\'ve been on, and off, the job of a light,
Switched to love to hate, many more restless nights,
I\'d seem to get, when sins gets involved,
Realizing, selfishness, wants apart of it all,
To part from it all, is a want that I\'ve dreamt,
But this promise to my father, makes decisions indent,
Something that\'s meant, seems out of it\'s reach,
With a ladder to grab, but no help for the feet,
Not to walk, nor skip, no reason for a leap,
No sheep to count, to fall asleep,
This confused heart I have, it\'s never skipped beats,
Until..It finally stops, the heart\'s out...of Repeats..