His drug is hurting me, but his love can\'t alleviate
My pain when I\'m just numb and lost in this storm of remembrance
And everything fades together into a distant blur
Regardless, my love for him is infinite
He\'s my biggest weakness
It would take a lifetime for me to get over him
Even then, I\'m not sure
I\'m addicted to a losing game
In this moment, I see things so clear
I can\'t describe my love for you, I don\'t have enough paper
But this swelling pain is the longest night
And I\'m talking to no one, no one wants to listen
When I pour into your reflection, I see 411
How you don\'t find enjoyment in the things you loved
How the colours fade in the rain
I\'m trying to wake from this dream
Plagued with memories fading and I\'ve tried
I\'ve tried to find myself when I\'m losing myself in this tide
Caught in the web of your lies, trying to understand
There\'s so much sadness in amusement parks
Faces in crowds at happy hours
I blink and it\'s gone, but someone is there lost
Playing a losing game, it\'s personal
When you\'re hurt and lashing out at life
I know it\'s childish and I\'m trying to grow from that
But the nights are getting longer, and I\'m lost
Playing a losing game
Trying to remember the name of that song
Playing a losing game.