feels like you know what you\'re doing
what am i doing?
i set a restriction order from you
or you did
it shouldn\'t matter
tell the court they\'re wrong
tell them it was all a mistake
even if you don\'t exist anymore
missing something that\'s not real
missing an idea
you said that
it\'s been months,
tough months
went through hell and all i wanted was you
i\'m not this type of person
i\'m more like scared of saying this
wish i could die
have i told you this?
that was the first time i went to the hospital
because of you
not an ordinary love anymore
it\'s getting more sick
wish i could stop
spitting words
i\'m sorry
confusion never stops