My past is a mess,
My mind is a mess,
I am a mess.
How did I get through it all?
How did I get this far?
It feels almost impossible
And I don\'t really know how to continue.
I want to cry
I want to scream
So...
My mind goes numb,
I cannot feel any emotions
I will wait until the heaviness passes
Then I will allow myself to feel again,
But just how many more times must I do this to make it through?