I just want to be happy..
To laugh out loud and be truly happy.
It seems I give more than I will ever receive
Destined to live a life of sorrow and temporary pleasures
What is the meaning of life but what you make it
Always in last place cheering on everyone else
I\'m slowly dying as I fade into the backgrounds of what\'s expected of me
Allowing myself to be dull in order for the next to shine
What am I besides loving and transparent..
A mother, a black woman, a daughter, a sister, an aunt..
A translucent being waiting to resolve earthly dilemmas so that I can finally pass to the other side