riding the wave i hope i don\'t drown in it
mass body of water my soul is surrounded
i ask the sea is this my purpose do i deserve it
from all the dancing with pain and steady flirting
i need sanity sad we live in the world with vanity
never. ask to play this game its getting challenging
im not well balancing my mental on a bigger scale
i lost track of my path to success im searching for a trail
never had the financial guidance lost my folks at a early age
the story gets even deeper whenever u turn the page
i guess im tryna get to the point of transition that
puts me in a mindset to get my optimism back
cuz shit i lose it most of the time im trying harder though
this will be the story they read of how the author spoke
i used to be assertive i use to be worth it
bruce killed mom i honestly feel like he cursed us
but ima pray about it i look in my past n see pass it
from being a bastard to laying down in green pastures
cant b a burden or a hazard i cant have it
struggling these days usually turn people into addicts