spilleronsheet

I asked myself

I asked myself

At corner of my eyes

Why does tears roll of my mind

 

I asked myself

at the wretched smile

Why do I worry all time

 

I asked myself

At the broken strands of time

Why everyone moved

While I laid behind

 

I asked myself

Why so much sounds outside

While there is noise of insults running in my mind

 

I asked myself

At my tired mind

Why do you write poetry all time

You spend doing nothing about

but they forget 

it’s my feelings 

that roll over the sheet 

if not me 

at least my words can be free 

 

Well did I allow others to spit on me

 

I forgot in millions of cells in me

I am their only hero,that makes them survive

So for those,I can’t fade away

A superman can’t escape the way

Even if hopes gone

I will continue to fight

There is no point caring about nuisances all time

 

I asked myself

Why should I hold regrets upon

They say I don’t smile

I reply, unable to hold a fake smile anymore

That I had been carrying for a long while….