Well I got an 8am tomorrow, so I’m gonna sleep, we can finish catching up tomorrow lol goodnight
Lol goodnight
December 5th, 2019
Today it’s December 8th, 2020
That was our last message
I said you were like a brother to me and I meant it, so today feels like the worst
I wished I’d talk to you more, I wished we’d finished catching up
I thought I had my whole life to reach out to you
Come to find out, your life was much shorter than mine
I knew you were hurting, I knew it was bad
I didn’t know you’d go that far to relieve your pain
I hope you did find your joy and your peace, wherever you are
Cause I miss you dearly
- With Love, Your Friend
December 6th 2021
Your anniversary is tomorrow, it makes me sad, but not as sad as I thought it would make me.
I still miss you, I think I always will, but I’ve let go of a lot of the grief
I still think of you whenever people talk about cars and fast and furious movies or when I hear a good Eminem song or any good rap in general.
I miss listening to what you’d write
I sent you a message on snapchat the other day, I know you’ll never open it, but I wanted to tell you something and didn’t know how else to
Buttercup left school and went home, her parents are getting her the help she needs
Everyone takes this stuff more seriously because of you
It was just a word till we lost you “suicide”, now it\'s something concrete
Anyways that was a bit of a tangent, but it was something worth mentioning
I hope you found your peace and the love you were looking for
I’m sorry it wasn’t made known how much you were loved in this life
I hope to meet you again on the other side of eternal life
But for now I’ll choose to have joy when I think of you
Because, I love you for how you lived, so I won’t dwell on how you died.
- With Love, Your Friend