Anonymous_1226

Numb

In order to explain,

It’s the only way ,

To stay sane;

Just for today.

A price with a fee,

If I’m numb “everything will be okay” ;

It’ll save me,

All the pain will go away.

Bad advice,

I know;

But wouldn’t it be nice,

To just let go.

I work so hard to grow,

To change it all:

But I’m so hollow,

I can’t break through the walls.

Too many years ,

Of built emotions ;

So many tears,

Going through motion.

Scar on top of scar,

“What a lifestyle?!”;

My dreams are so far,

Let’s trade awhile.