AnAlpaca

Rant

Can you even hear me? Why don\'t you say anything?
Not looking for dating, even sex!
Just a simple, \"Hello, good work,\" that\'s all.
Here I am writing, internally screaming,
Whistling past the graveyard; that\'s where I\'m heading!
Yours since the mid 90\'s. Probably don\'t know I exist!
\"Let go,\" I hear. Does anyone understand; it\'s not that easy!
Look into her eyes, those emerald pools.
That smile, that d***, f****** smile!
Screaming, would it help?
Tried almost everything else.
Writing doesn\'t remove the pain,
Thinking doesn\'t stop the storm,
Doing doesn\'t stop me seeing her face.
Sanity is slipping; I am slipping.
The world is on fire and I\'m playing the fiddle,
Playing for someone who can\'t; won\'t hear.