Ajax (he/xe)

Useless

I can feel their stares

They say nothing, 

But I can tell.

They’re disappointed

Disappointed in me

Because I’m useless 

When it comes to soccer

I can’t kick

I can’t guard the goal

It just slips past me every time

I feel terrible 

I’m sorry

I start crying, 

Clawing at my wrist

Apologizing over and over

I can’t help it. 

I’m sorry