You stole my heart and you wrecked my head
Around your finger I was wrapped so you I did wed
Forsaken all others only you shall I bed
As you spooned out my heart and it was all I was fed
No passionate kisses nor life long wishes
No equality as our love was one sided
Breaking me down until our possessions we divided
My pride has been crumbled while under your breath you did mumble
You lied when I asked what you just said
You broke my trust and you broke my bed
The worst pain I\'ve ever felt was in the heart that is barely still beating Just under my head
Was my love a game and my emotions your toys
Or did you find something better in some other boys
I didn\'t think I would grow to love another again
Yet I received pity from a dear friend
Although it faltered also my heart it did mend
Your promiscuity deserves some gratuity
For I have found love in myself if only just for now
I\'m looking deep inside myself
further down than ever before
I\'ve pulled out feelings that I\'ve never felt
Of that much I am sure
I\'m grabbing words and writing them down
Trying to make it all make sense
This new me that I found
You caused a revolution in my very soul
Ever since I climbed up out of the hole
Hitting bottom was simple and I know that now
The climb was grueling yet I endured
even took time to wipe my brow
Looking inside at the mess you did make
Finding that the heartstrings they bend so they won\'t break
I\'m a new man now and no longer naive
I\'ll never give myself again fully this you should believe
Maybe not all clouds have a silver lining
but this one sure did
I tucked my weakest faults way down inside
And now that\'s where they\'re hid
No one else will ever reach them
They are reserved just for me
Do I even care to hold another again
This we shall see
I\'m fully healed now
In only 5 years time
Yet I\'m still not sure of the crime
Who would have guessed
Not the tar heroin not the cocaine
But isolation is what did me the best
I\'ll always despise you
Through this year and the rest
Don\'t call me don\'t write me
just leave me alone
Just allow me to live
and you can stay gone