I start by feeling nothing.
Then a pain in my chest.
I can feel my heart.
It\'s either being squeezed or skinned, Maybe both; at the same time.
The blade.
I can feel it going through the outer layer of my heart.
I can feel my heart?
I can feel pain from the outer layer of my heart but feel nothing inside of the hands suffocating what\'s inside of me.
It hurts.
But I feel nothing at all.
The sensation is too much.
I start to cry.
But I can\'t.
So I don’t.
The pain continues.
But I don\'t.
I’m just drifting off inside of myself.
Maybe then, I will be able to find my heart.