Im only destroying myself
Because thats the only thing im good at it
I am incapable of being loved
I only hurt others in the process
I’ve proved myself one too many times that I’m incapable of being committed
Now I’m too afraid to try
Afraid that I’ll hurt myself or someone again
Even when I have no intentions of cheating
My subconscious drives me to anyway
Maybe this is who I really am
But it’s not who I want to be
One day I’ll change
I have hope that I do
I will find love one day
It may not be soon