kitty the naughty poet

Losing control

It\'s hard to jump the cliff of love
not knowing you will be there
waiting to catch me when I fall
I\'m falling in love, yes it\'s true
however, I don\'t trust myself
Losin control of my senses
perpetual darkness becomes my world
the games that my mind plays
now hard-wired,
sinkin with roots deep
all from past relationships
heartbroken, life in pieces
my mind begs to be rejuvenated
but I\'m broken.
I can\'t take it no more
fighting the truth
should\'ve ended it before it started
he cheated, then tried to switch it up
presently I\'m haunted
I\'ll build my walls and hide
lay here with my ghost
wondering, striving for life
will you help save me
        or let me die?