love scared me
To me love was impossible
the words I Love you had never left my lips
Not for family, not for anyone
Until I said it to you
I gave you all of me
All of my mind and all of my body
So much of me that
I spent days crying over you
Days worrying about you
Days losing myself
And now it’s over
And I don’t know who I am
Because my world revolved around love
And then love left me
It left me broken
It left me lost
It left me confused
Love still scares me
And now even more
So much so I don’t think I’ll ever say it again