Guilt, Shame
Or Self-Blame
I am not sure exactly what it is,
But it is killing me on the inside
Strong, that is what they tell me to be
Just give it time, and you will see
Until you are in my skin,
You will never understand
They way that the darkness creeps in,
Every move I make is a sin
A mountain and another
It never ends
The thoughts of the other side eventually come,
When I am nothing more than numb
There is nothing left for me
Standing on the edge
You pray that someone might be there to stop you,
But there is only silence, so you pursue
No pain or suffering
Your time has come
On the floor lifeless,
Just an emptiness
The one accomplishment in life
Is finally being at peace