The sun breaks through the movie screen
And settles like ash
Heads on soft pillows when we\'re choking on pills
Praying for clarity beckoning in the darkest times
Etched on the surface like horizontal lines
The cold fog drifts through time, sweeping currents
Sweep me out to sea, moments of vulnerability
When my hands are warm and soft, mother\'s love
Digested spirals in the heart\'s parkour
We laugh and tell jokes, we turn up the radio
Everything sways and fades into one big groupie love
Efflorescent love, uncontrollable love
Sleepy heads at the glasswork, mermaids at harbours
Everyone is walking around, but no one is really moving
I call it optimistic metamorphosis, the moon phase
Slipping in and out of dreams of freedom
We love sex, but we hate the shame, the lingering portrait
In the frame hanging on the grey wall
Blacking out the day just so I can stay sane
I fall from heights like one falling from grace
A poet\'s masterpiece, humankind\'s sacred cow
In dreams of weird skies glittering
Such a waste, doing crazy things just to feel alive
I\'ve been this way since 1969
Self-righteous in the climb, one glance of the totem
The sun moving through every horizon
The faraway beams, the tangerine hush
Pistol sprouts growing from white flesh cities
Bloom in nightshade
I follow the sands in eternity
Cities twinkling under a starry sky
Perfect bodies dance to unanimous confusion
Sealed lipped contortions in airtight rooms
Miracles are fairy tales of a deranged mind
Drinking beers like rabbits twisting in forests
Maybe I\'m still living in a dream?
Maybe I don\'t want to believe life is real?
Maybe I can\'t tell the difference between the light
Flooding mountains of truth, and the dark pulp coursing
Through soft bones in speechless shadows
And that\'s why I love you so much it hurts
I love you so much it hurts
The pain runs through me like a river
A pain so deep I can\'t excavate, a pang so loud
I can\'t resonate.