Sometimes i feel like im drowning in my feelings, scared to share them, but it could be someones healing…..
All the nights i cant sleep just looking up at my ceiling, still awake but it feels like im dreaming. Just wanna hold my breath so the man inside my head stops screaming, but it wont get it away, yes im talking about that feeling.
That feeling that makes you wanna quit, that feeling that makes your heart split, that feeling thats so easy to dismiss but so hard to admit.
But how can you be so sad without any reason, nothing seems like it is the way it is, I’m laying in my bed sweating, but still, I’m freezing. Im not sick but i cant stop sneezing, so displeasing, how the end never reaches you, just keeps on teasing.
To some people this text may not make sense, like its not even worth two cents. But to those who reads this while there body starts to tense and tears keep falling down your face…This is for you…I’m with you