Tattered hopes and shattered thoughts
drown my mind with songs of conflicts
capturing my essence as I brake….
a broken woman trying to replace life
no glue is strong enough
to put it back together for me
as unwanted notions ebb silently
slithering,
crawling on its knees….
over shards of my pain cutting deep
calling for the end…
but no such luck…
not for the likes of me
I\'m destined to wither in my own sorrows despair
unarranged and impulsive to words
verses containing torment
plunging the needle in my heart
removing all traces of joy
and replacing it with madness
plummeting my mind in pieces
leaking sadness in drips
from eyes wide…
shut...
sorrows cold waters
suffocate magical thoughts
drowning in the sea of loneliness
fogging all happiness
only light found shines on demons of depression
playing keep away with my joys laughter
smothering my pleasures fire and
starting a new one with self-doubt
while confidence stows away from suffering\'s monsters
the ones that play hide and seek in the night
if they catch you they rip your essence apart
freezing depths of icy despair clouding judgment
not wanting to be alone but also knowing
no one cares enough to see,
no one cares enough to listen
and no one cares enough to stay
as the emotions monsters and demons
drag me down to hell.