Naive
David Grigorian
I was naive and gullible,
To ever dare to believe,
I achieved you affection,
I was naive to perceive,
Your casual hugs,
When you touched my arm,
As something more,
Much more.
It was just platonic cold behavior,
I was deceived to think I meant something to you,
I misconceived your kindness, attentiveness, and tenderness,
I was naive to believe you meant it,
I was just a disposable nobody,
However, it was too late,
I was already emotionally attached to you.
I was blinded by my naivete ,
I should have known better,
All the signs were there,
That I was nothing to you,
I felt like such a child,
My gullible innocent heart,
Was torn, shredded, and crushed,
I grieved with downpour of tears.
I disbelieved by what had transpired,
You weren\'t the same person when I first met you,
I perceived you as heartless, stone cold machinery,
Of course you didn\'t care one bit,
That I spent my days weeping and hurting for you,
I proceeded to avoid you,
So I never heard or seen you again.
I was naive to believe,
It was my naiveness that dared me to think you could ever love me
I grossly misconceived you,
But I was convinced of one thing,
I will spend the rest of my life feeling unloved,
Knowing you reassured me,
That I\'m an abomination.