The slow burning day bruised by the sun
Swirls in the Helter-Skelter of slow motion whips
A visit to the hospital when you\'ve had no sleep
And you want to tear out your limbs
The crow on the tree watching the pine
Sits like he\'s been waiting forever just to see a rainbow
Flushed red cheeks in the morning cold
100 waves pass, just another blur I\'ll forget
The sparrow, the willow, the aching need to feel
A purpose misplaced, the gold ring lost in plain sight
I am blurry eyed dancing in the storm of indifference
I push myself to remember, the touch of your face
A lifetime ago when I could hear the cars at night
While you were asleep it all came flooding back
The ever lasting sound of the TV in the background
The cold grey sky falling
The spray of rain calling out my name
In the brume, I seen ghosts I couldn\'t circumvent
Can\'t avoid the feeling of dying
I cleave to it, those blithe moments in between
The dark crescent moonlight fervid in the white-hot empyrean
Rapid tides growing
Piercing dolour fluctuating
Flaxen, fulgent beams, frolicking in nightmares
A garden blossomed in the iris, a city of dreams
Tied to hope with ribbons but I\'m powerless
I allude, all the things I can\'t evade, they see me
Dew in my mouth, lachrymose blood in my hands
I drew a picture of Heaven and seen you like an angel
Lightsome, in the translucent ivory pictures of tomorrow\'s mind
I splash and rend, I think of myself in the afterlife
Landlocked, living with you, blue boy singing ocean songs
Time is the biggest mountain
Hallucinations in a morbid desert, rustling leaves in winter
I kick my feet, tread along the soaked pavement
I see the winter sun, wax in the milky purple wooded
In a colossal white abyss
A child\'s face staring at me, I see it slowly changing
Illuminated pulse wreathe in the turbulent flood
I am calm, almost numb.