I’m not sure I want to write this
I am not like the rest
Fine with never-ending sadness
In fact, I look forward to the days ahead
I search for you in all my dreams
I know you are there
With my eyes you see my stare
I’m looking out at the world with braveness and I am aware
Of my own dumb eyes
Numbed to dull
My love is here
Attracted to nowhere
Dark will be my life
Sad will be my walk
Alone will be my pain
You will ride the day
In the night I stay
Proud to stay and
Feel this way
Never to have felt another
Never to have another
I wanted no other
The lateness sealed in
I still look out and live
all these days left
100 years, or perhaps less
To search out for you with my dark and brown dead eyes