I used to feel bad all day
Maybe you made me feel that way
But actually, I don\'t mind
Sometimes you need to be sad so then you can be happy again
And forget all the things that I have said
I don\'t wanna make you regret
Honey you lied to her like when Amelia said that she was ok
Sometimes when I look at the sky
I can imagine a beautiful and peaceful place
I\'m ok like this
I\'m happy
but something inside me makes me feel uncomfortable and cold,
like when Amelia used to lay on her own
Usually I miss being sad and the hungry afternoons,
but I can\'t get that feeling again,
Amelia knows that that\'s not healthy
I\'m not healthy like this
I\'m not that happy anymore
I need the sadness,
the cold
Amelia,
I need you to let me go down into the silence,
and I know how much you miss it too
Maybe you can\'t be healthy without being unhealthy first
I really miss my unhealthy peaceful place