Oceanward jilted babbles flow like dancing fairies upwards
Little needles pierce broken hearts raining down on contorting bodies
That unique expression like honey in a jar
Half-smile in a sky full of thunder, I hear a distant song
Calling me to the rocks and I return like a boy
I return like a boy to the arms of my father, tearless
Pervasive shooting stems sprout, blood glitters in my veins
That little earth I filled with rhymes
Didn\'t mean to hurt you, but I\'m too refractory to say sorry
I\'ve swallowed my pride, gunshots backfired
Spite saints and liars, that ticking clock ticking on time
There is glory in a tiger\'s eyes, the victorious kid
Swallowing mother\'s pills, raindrop pelts, ushered into rooms
Lost in candlelight, oh
Our secret club was severed but it tasted like blueberry
Swallowing mother\'s pills, raindrop pelts, ushered into rooms
Lost in candlelight, oh
I thought I knew you better on my sister\'s birthday
But the bruised sun I worshipped, hopeless murmurs
Dwindled into a fine, rubbery dust
And I didn\'t know anything but mother\'s pills again, oh
These thoughts won\'t leave my head, even when I turn away
Even when I hear that song and pucker, so I\'ll love them anyway
This torture is the only ceasefire that I\'ve known, pacified
Love in the mirror\'s chariot, the knight\'s fable
Adorned in grief, all those dreams forgotten in eternal sleep
They fade, reflections we don\'t understand but we try
I feel the nectar hot on my thigh.