kitty the naughty poet

déjà vu

I\'ve seen your face before...
Corey, my son, my baby boy...
Sweetest lips, so tiny and soft,
a little button nose all cute and slender
your sparkling green eyes, deep with love
I have dreamt of you and your looks
since the day I found out you were to be ours.

With hair like mine and your dad\'s smile,
standing before me, I\'m very proud
tell me though my dear sweet son,
is this reality?
Cos my mind has seen these scenes in the past
right before you drifted from sight
if this is a dream I wish not to wake
and if this is reality, I beg of you,
STAY...

But unfortunately,
the days and nights morph to déjà vu
my reality being the nightmare without you in it...
dreams are where we hold you tight
playing games with the whole family
until it comes back around...
you drift away and we have to bury you all over again...
I\'m waking to a perpetual sadness
night after night...
day after day...
as my worst dreams turn reality
spiralling the déjà vu
to be witnessed once again.