Darkness in and darkness without.
A black beast of fear, consuming my doubt
Of all that I\'ve said and all that I\'ve done,
Journeys I\'ve ended and lives I\'ve begun,
Lives that have blessed me, lives I have shamed
Against some that were decent, against others I\'ve blamed
For my fragile failings, my dismal dismay
I\'ve sat with them often, but never to pray
A circular sentence, scenes of sorrow I scream
The darkness it replies
it isn\'t a dream.