Slipping further and further,
down into the abyss of sadness
running the race but I never win
never seem to be moving...
You wish me well and pat my back
with a snide stare, but you forget
I know what that means
you dislike me for who I am, how I speak...
So now I hide,
hid away in shadows is where you\'ll find me
spiralling down the slopes to burn in hell
riding low on the back of hurtful comments..
Shamed for, well... everything
stabbing eyes point the finger
melting me to a puddle of mud
containing all my broken pieces...
Laughter sails through humorous oceans
drowning pain in a sea of chuckles
nobody ever really says what they mean
every fight fought in my thoughts...
Loosing sense of where I am
as the war blazes up around me
cursing the highways to hell
dying quietly on the battlefield of life.