I think I\'m obsessed with you
I know you feel my eyes burning through you
Because I might hate you
But I love her too
So everything she desires
I crave to understand too
I have this spiteful love
Because you remind me of him
The way he talked the way he knew how to win
I think I know what you’re capable of
The way you to make her want to scream
The scars you leave they will never be done
Because I still think of him when I look at you
The fat ass cocky smile, the drugs, the lies
See I know it all but do you see me too
I want you to respect me
If you do does that mean he thinks of me
I know you wouldn’t get this since you don’t love her at all
How could you be so idiotic as not to fall
For a woman who truly has it all
The personality, the jokes, the looks, feel like you dropped the ball
But she will come around every time you call
She knows it, she hates it, and I felt that same way
But at least you get to fucking scream her name
It\'s not the fact she gets with you
Its that when she falls asleep in my bed I know she dreams of you
The poetry she writes bitch it\'s all about you
While you fuck other bitches and she gets to be used
Her heart gets to decay while I’m there at the end of the day
But I couldn’t ever hate you because you’re where he stays
The demon in my head that never goes away
It\'s the blackout window I see
I see out but none of you can see me
I read the name of the highway again
Go mad for a moment then start to play pretend
Wonder if in April he’ll wonder what I’m doing in his head
Would he be proud of this bitch, I wonder what he’s heard
The way I observe your every little step waiting for her to get hurt
Confidence and coke its the duo of kings
The ones who ruin lives so girls get on their knees and sing
I can’t hate you for the hustle but I can hate you for one thing
The way I have to be there when your done and have to do nothing
Pick up the pieces of the heart you went and undone
Applying the gorilla glue every time she needs it to have fun
She still cries in my bed so I guess you’ve won
Not only you but him too
The treacherous pain that I go through
Having to be obsessed with all of you
He’d love to laugh at the fact I’ve never left this obsessive haze
This intimacy when she is next to me rips me to shreds
Every book I know tells me I should be in her head
I know I am but nothing more than a friend
Such a close, loving, passionate best friend
She thinks I\'m beautiful, I\'m intelligent, my vocabulary blows her away
But from here on out she’ll never look at me that way
You so fucking smugly took it away
I\'m obsessed with you since he gave me the same pain
I want to love her the way that you won’t
Take her to any place she wants to explore
Show her that a love like that is one she can keep
You got in the way now her heads berried deep
In the sand, the same sand that\'s on the beach when I\'m holding her hand
The way she kissed me before she met you you’d never even understand
Being so infatuated with a woman you can’t even stand
Love with women goes just so deep
I know all of her secrets what makes her fall asleep
Every time I touch her each is tender and sweet
Until I look her in her eyes and my tongue would get so deep
When I used to kiss her thighs, oh the ecstasy because it was her with me
Before my hand ever grabbed her neck, I knew how to stop the way her lungs breathe
Even then I felt disgusting when I look at her that way
Because her head is so much more than giving you brain
It\'s filled with beauty but still full of pain
The day we met I knew we were through
She’s just like me and he\'s just like you
Such a loser yet here I am just watching you
In that split second
I became obsessed with you too