aOnceSoloExistence

I lost my friend

Grey

Sky,

Weather,

Day.

 

Today

The day I realized

When I became aware

I lost my friend

 

This loss

Not by death

This loss

By his choice

 

No longer are we

Striving for a path

To the same destination 

Of our choosing 

 

Now separated

By his lack 

Of choosing 

The right path

 

Dear friend

I considered you

My best friend

God knows, the list is short

 

This loss

Dear friend

It’s a hurt

I have yet to feel

 

Denial 

I think that is

The state I’m in

At this moment