Brandy

And when She Finally Spoke

And when she finally spoke she ripped every hidden truth from every broken heart that carried a burden it didn’t own !!! 
She scrubbed the dirty from every little secret and destroyed the power they never carried!!! 
Not with malice for anyone but… with love for herself? 
With measured guidance at times, unrestrained anger and pain at others and ……..petty immaturity more than once. 

But always with the courage she summons from pure desperation to be ……. to be something, to be any fucking thing.

To know who she is?! To finally …..???   To finally know who tf …..she really is.  But…… what if??

Cause she lies…..and she hides? yes she hides……. she hides 
something different from each…. ..each one??  Each and every. Single. One. 

And runs…..and runs and runs……cause you can’t know 
Can’t…….
That she truly doesn’t know……. Anything….. Anything at all….. 

But…..
when she finally spoke-when she finally spoke the words that made her…… made her, her??
Made her…….. her??  Yes her

She… finally…. began… she finally began to learn. To learn….. to learn…. to just…… be. 

And when she finally spoke……no longer……finally no longer ……did she need to be heard. 
 Not by anyone…….
 
And when she finally spoke……. it was, it really just was……. and nothing more
And finally……. finally…. maybe that was enough 
 
And when she finally spoke, when she finally spoke……….she finally spoke.

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