Shaking violently, laughing hysterically like I’ve gone crazy
Neither could I breathe nor talk as only sobs came out of my trembling lips
I saw the harsh judgment in some eyes, soft concern in others
And pools of mystery in another, couldn\'t tell under their mask
I hear laughters and critiques as if i\'m a clown on stage
Acting a performance and being at their mercy
A boy hurled a ball at me thinking it was nothing
Until it transformed into a sharp knife stabbing into my heart
When he grew up,
He came to say sorry
But who can he seek forgiveness from when all that was left was a cold, hard rock.