The weight of my body
The shaking of my hands
The warm blood spilling down my stomach
The slap of the water making me breathless
The shiver that runs down my back
The white and empty pages of a book
Closed off for all eternity
Where the writing is faded
And the candle has been blown out
Where a land of calmness greets me
And the dark of the night turns white in a flash
To be alone with myself
A feeling I will forever long for